Reality sinking in.

Vacation mode. Yes, I’m still in vacation mode, even with being home from the beach for almost a week now. I can’t get my body to “come back to reality.” I guess the reason being, I started Ovidrel AKA trigger shot. Ouch! Scariest thing ever when your husband who is a construction laborer and not a nurse, thinks it’s humorous to “play nurse” while injecting a needle into my lower stomach! The shot causes fatigue and a whole lot of other symptoms I will avoid mentioning. I took a nap each day on vacation! I was so excited to have the chance to chill out and do whatever the heck I wanted! I must say, I had an awesome time with MY HUSBAND. Recently, going to the beach involves other people, which is no fun when you haven’t had a vacation alone with your hubby in over 5 years. I could go on and on, but I should probably stop and move on… Kill them with kindness and smile! Ok, enough.

Since treatments started, there hasn’t been a whole lot of “action” with visits to Shady Grove. I will make a trip next week to take a pregnancy test. Yes, you heard right, drive an hour to take a pregnancy test. I keep telling myself that it’s all going to be worth it in the end. God has a plan!

I have been following a family who has 3 biological boys and within the past few weeks adopted a precious baby girl from the Philippines.  Mandy Rose, founder of House of Rose lifestyle blog and co-founder of Marriage More, has led me on my own journey to be a better spouse. I have been inspired through her blog, which isn’t about making your marriage perfect, but to strive for the best marriage possible. I’m sure you all know that there’s blogs upon blogs written about marriage, family, and life in general and these women either have the shittiest lifestyle (excuse my French), or the most glamourous lifestyle. Well, hate to break the news to you, that’s mostly for attention to get more viewers… Mandy is the most realistic, down to earth person I’ve ever met. Met? Well, I’ve never actually met her, but I feel as if she is my best friend, through reading her blogs and following her journey on Facebook. What inspires me the most, is how dedicated she is towards her family. Family is #1 in her book! I truly live vicariously through her. I honestly never thought of adoption being and option for Bill and I. How could I possibly love a child who is not biologically mine, as if they were my own?! After following Mandy’s journey, I can honestly say that adoption could be and option for us. The amount of children all over the world that are living in orphanages is unbelievable. They need our help! Mandy started a fund to be able to assist the orphanage by selling clothing with the logo “Mighty to Save – Zephaniah 3:17.” They have raised over $12,000 that has already been donated to Dorcas House Orphanage. Absolutely incredible!  Mandy posted a short film of the orphanage their daughter was in, which left me in tears. No questions asked, that I would consider adoption after watching this video. Be prepared to have your heartstrings tugged at! 

 

I would love to hear your stories of adoption. Feel free to leave a comment! Here's the House of Rose blog, so that you can follow along in the Rose journey too! You will truly feel inspired! 

“Love more. Worry less.” – My new daily motto! I may just need to start making shirts with it! Who’s interested!!??

-Emily

Jumping In!

Nice of you to come back! I decided to name the blog, "The Space Between." Why you might ask? I feel it's appropriate because of the unknown. I remember an old friend who always said my husband and my life was perfect - we had the perfect jobs, the best relationship and got to do a lot of fun stuff whenever we wanted. Well, I hate to break the news to you, but our life is not perfect by any means. We have daily struggles! No one ever knows what their life will be, what journey they decide to take in life, or even what barriers/hardships are thrown their way. For me, each day is a new day and I'll take whatever God throws me. I grew up a church girl going to Sunday School and when I became a teenager, I dreaded church... like most of you I'm sure. Now looking back, I regret not going as frequently. I'm thankful that in today's world with the technology we have, I can access church services via the web - awesome, by the way! With having this access, I have been able to become closer to God through prayer.

I recently discovered evangelist, Clayton Jennings. Talk about an inspiration! Clayton has helped me through the struggle of infertility through his love for Jesus Christ. I used to feel so alone, even when I'm surrounded by people who love me, but because I have opened up my life to Christ, I no longer struggle with feeling alone. I feel that with the relationship I now have with Christ, Bill and I are able to pass over the fear of infertility into God's hands. 

Let me ask you.. Where do you stand with Jesus Christ? Are you struggling with something that you feel you can't discuss with someone else? Do you feel alone? Open your mind and heart and let him in. It won't hurt! Remember, Jesus Christ died for you. 

Okay, enough of my preaching. I just like to #telltheworld! 

I'm excited to "jump in" and fill the space between!