Birth control starts NOW.

Got my birth control today! What the hay, you ask? Yep, I scheduled an appointment with my gynecologist for today to discuss getting back on birth control after 6 years. Yes, I know what you're thinking... You want to get pregnant, but want to start birth control?! After watching an episode of Teen Mom, Maci expresses her struggle with PCOS. She mentioned being on birth control her whole life to manage symptoms of PCOS. Once she either stopped or skipped a dose, her body was still in "birth control mode" by keeping her body and cycle "normal," but not preventing pregnancy. I read up on birth control being used to manage PCOS and it is very common. Since I struggle with A LOT of symptoms, I had no choice, but to make an appointment to get some BC. I'm a little nervous to start the pills, because of the hormones, but at least this time it's a small dose. Let me tell you, it took a lot of convincing for Bill to let me get it. 

Something else new in my life since my last post is becoming a presenter with Younique. I have been using their skin care products and am extremely pleased with the outcome. Because of PCOS, my face was not clear of pimples and very sensitive to any new products I would put on my face. Thankfully, I took the leap to try something new and glad I did! I encourage anyone that struggles with redness, pimples, uneven skin tones, etc., to try out Younique. 

Another update, just because I feel like you all have missed so much from the last blog, Bill and I have made more time for each other. With putting aside the frustrations and let downs from infertility treatments, we have been able to focus on each other. Love is important in any relationship, and it's easy for the outside world to become a distraction. We've done pretty much everything TOGETHER, like grocery shopping, projects around the house, errands, and household chores. When we were going through treatments, EVERYTHING felt like a chore, including sex. Now, I'm happy to say NOTHING is a chore. We enjoy the time spent together and gracious for what we have, and excited for what the future holds; whether we're blessed with a baby or not, we will accept anything the good Lord has planned for us. I know it's easier said than done, but we'll get through it together. 

It's been extremely difficult lately with seeing how happy couples are announcing their pregnancy and the frequent pregnancy updates on social media. I'm happy for these couples, but it's a daily struggle for me... I feel like I should apologize in advance for my fake smile and excitement. No really, I am happy for you... I guess this is a good time to let you know I am thankful for my sister for giving me two beautiful nieces for me to love unconditionally, and to our close friends who allow Bill and I to be a part of their children's lives - we do really appreciate you! We hope that one day, you all will be able to be a part of our children's lives! 

Words of wisdom I tell myself everyday: You are amazing. You are one of a kind. You are beautiful. Today is the day to make a difference in someone's life! 


Love always - xoxo
Emily